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26 May 2009

UPDATEz ... 


I've not update my blog for quite a while. Been busy lazying  and trying to do some work . Another 2 more weeks to final submission ... 

SO perhaps i'll update more till den ..


ciao ciao ... 

Kris

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24 February 2009

Kris is tired.

Very tired from uni work.
The mounting level of stress. 
Last few weeks,
I have been trying to move on from certain personal problems. 
I have been neglecting work quite a bit. 
So now its time to embrace my thesis and project work again. 

There are too many memories to forget.
Places we went and things we did.
Its time to give up and face the truth. 
Time to move on as its not worth it.

Okie.
Moving on. 
I shall move on and give the attention to my project. 
I wanna pass this year and make my parents proud. 

March on & Bring it ON !!! 



Loving all friends and family,
Kris 



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02 February 2009

Different agenda. 


In Life, we all have different plans for something at a different time from others. It may be the same thing they are doing but some may take longer than usual to finish it. Like me, my degree took me 7 years instead of the 6 years I thought it will take on my youth. 

When I was a little girl, I used to think that by 27  years old and not married.. it will be a very sad thing. I am turning 27 this year. Not even start to work in the society yet, still a student living off Daddy. Yes, to those who wonder. I feel guilty at times for choosing this horrendous course. 

Architecture took my youth, my dad's money, my energy and most importantly, my hopes and dreams. I used to have so much hopes and was so energetic when I first went into Interior Design course in Lasalle-SIA in Singapore. After 3 years of brain churning creativity's, I thought I could jolly continue into Architecture since I have experience in that ' no need to sleep mode during crit times'. Oh boy... was I wrong. I didn't calculate that I will be getting older.  My body wont be able to 'tahan' the late nights and 'don' night session. I used to be able not sleep for 2-3 nights in a row or only nap for a few hrs a day for a straight 2 weeks. Time changes with age increases. I cant seems to 'perform' such miracle anymore. Yuck... it just shucks. 

People around be elvolve into their own life.  The people im closest in Singapore... are those from Lasalle-SIA. The few close frens I still have now saw me grew from a simple girl to who I am now. The rest of my friends from primary to secondary schools, we are still in contact but not close. Sometimes I wish I make more of an effort. 
 
Anyway .... I see some of my frens already married and have babies. I doubt Im moody about 26.5 years old, single and no potential bf. Its just that when I was a little girl. I did imagine that I will be married and perhaps already a mother of 1. Hahahhaa.... Childhood thoughts. My life agenda is slower than others. I grad this year (finger cross) and US side suddenly decided that ... hmmm.. how abt crushing the economy for a while.. Toopid Lehman brother's with their closure.... Toopid US side for not helping the Lehman's Brother. Now Im grad, Economy is bad. How nice... Great timing!  Life Shucks! 

To me... ideally I work for 2 years before I get married... NOW, perhaps first I need to find a bf. Guys around me seems to only want to be 'best friend or friends forever' with me. Thanks, I already found my lasting best guy fren, coco. 1 is truely enuff. I hardly stays friends with the guy i date. I never understand why... BUt its a cosmic mystery to me.. SO i never try to understand it. WHy ?? There are times when I dont even understand myself at times..... so, it just take it as another one of the greatest mysteries of Kris. 

Maybe Im just starting to be lonely at heart. Hoping that there will be someone there who understand me totally. Understand my thinking and thoughts and not give me crappy answers when i tell them something. stupid suggestion totally turns me off .

Recently I told Andrew about what happen to my home. The intruder outside our 'Balcony'. His answer: Could it be a monkey? Mind you... Tis is someone who has been to Singapore and to my home. A monkey will be totally silly.... I shoot back: I think a gorrilla will be more fitting to a human shadow arent it ? Totally CRAP. Im being serious here and the last thing i want back from a decent conversation is rubbish! Totally inrrelavant! It made me mad. mad. mad.  

I used to thought he understands me. To date, no more. Certain things are getting clearer and Im getting more n more frustrated with silly replies or answers. Seriously, is it too much to ask for a decent conversation? 


URGH.....


Is it me who makes life too complicated or is it others ??? 



Kris. 

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21 January 2009

TO: YOU,



IF ONE DAY, I WERE TO DISAPPEAR, WILL YOU MISS ME FROM YOUR LIFE ?
IF ONE DAY, I AM NO LONGER IN YOUR LIFE, WILL YOU STILL THINK OF ME?

GOD... WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO NOT BE HURT......

TELL ME. 
GUIDE ME.


FROM: ME.

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17 January 2009

It is love.



My 5 weeks in Singapore.

It was good. I was happy. It was beautiful.
Thank you R. Thanks for being a good frend whom I can talk everything under the sky with. 
I had a good time with you and I hope you did too. 

Lots of things may happen along the way during these few months. 
I hope no matter what, you will treat me as a good frend and let me know if anything unexpected happens or pops up. 
I know future dont look good for us but whatever it happens, it happens for a good reason. (like you always said.)

Till then, I wish you well and all the best to your career and your basic theory test. Im expecting a ride when Im back if theres a chance. . . 

Love ya.



Kris Kum
 



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