Keep bleeding love.

you're so near,
right in front of me.
But yet so far.

Every time i see you.
I greet you
but,
All i get is nothing.
no replies back.

the time we had,
the amount of time and youth i wasted on you
the respond i got from you.
the amount of times we only manage to meet up
each time,
it hurts when i see you.
each time we met,
i cried on the way home.
it simply just hurt too much.
I simply just dont deserve the way you treat me
I got other offers I could move on to....
But. .. . . sigh.

i tried so hard to forget.
to forget the times we had
to forget about you.
the things you said.
the things you promised
but you never do what you said.

So sick of all the sweet talks
so sick of all the empty promises.
who am i really to you ?

why do i still love you?
no matter how badly you treat me?
i tried so hard to forget about you.
but it has never been successful.
Oh, what you do to me....?

sigh. . .
im so useless. . . . . .

I think its time i move on.
from now on. . . .
it will be you saying HI to me.
Im not going to do anymore initiating.
so sick of it being the one to do it always.
I wanna move on.
I wanna to block out the rubbish you said to me.
I dont want to shed anymore tears for you!
I definitely deserve BETTER!






N,
You are SO LAst SEason!




so trying to be stronger,
K