Life is SHort : My Will ( as dated on 1st Dec 2008) . Please use newer copy if any. 

After last week Mumbai Terrorist attacks. Many things starts swimming in my head. (mind you, My head and brain seldom swim as so always try my very best not to exert any much energy from in there... ) Im 26... and yuck, still studying. I have no assets... no $$  only plenty of loves from my family, relatives and friends. Also, I dont have a will. What will ever happens to my possession if anythings happen to me. I dont have much but I want to give my all to the people I love in my life. Be it a small item, Be it something worthless. Its from Kris and once belonged to Kris. 

Here goes : This is to prove that that Im so totally sane and just a tinge of emo but seriously whoever write and think about their will feeling all happy! * gawd... if whoever who can do it... Good for you!* 

If any thing happens while Im still in UK. I hope for my things to be send back to Singapore. Except the panda bear that Andrew gave me. He deserve it back. Someone please kindly thank him for loving me so dearly ..... I also promise him the kettle, printer , tv, ikea table, free view, table lamps if he wants (if Im still in UK)

If theres any money left, It should return back to my father and mother. I will like to thank them for giving me the education that sometimes I feel that I so dont deserve. The tears and disappointment I have given them. BUT the never ending love from them to keep me going through bad financial times and the good, of course. 

My gucci, Black Label, LV, Prada, Mui mui (if i had that chance to get that bag I always have like), burberry, loewe, Longchamp... Anyway ... All my labels goes to My dearest sister. She was there when I make my thoughts of purchasing them. I love her for having the same fetish as me... The label bag/purse fetish. Love you.

I will like to pass on to my brother. It may not cost much but that was our common topic other than gua gua. I love him as he is. My cutie brother whom I still call 'Baby' when he is 20..... I cant rememeber much how my sister came into the family because of the close gap between us. BUt i so dearly remember when he came into our world. Ever so cute and adorable. All the time he was cute, he is cute. All the time when he mad temper gets to him, He is still the cutie brother to me I had known all my life. 

To my dearest friend Coseng. He was there when I needed him. He lent me a shoulder to cry on and he pushes me to carry on when im down and sad. He listens to my troubles and lend me a listening ears when I just need someone to talk to, ALTHOUGH, mostly, he didnt give me a chance to talk but he did distract me from my problem for awhile. I love him for being a good friend and always a friend for me when I needed him. 

You and I may not have the same shoe size and may not have the same taste in shoes and it may never be a good idea to 'wear someone's old shoe.' I may not love my shoes as much as you love yours but im sure, you will love mine as much as you love yours. Brenda. I cant offer anything grand or expensive except my shoes. Hopefully by then.... I'll have gotten my Christian Louboutin. :) You can ebay the ugly ones but please... keep the expensive ones... I may be 'chor loh' with them... BUT i do love them. Love you too.... 

Lastly.... The rest can be donate to charity. When I was 21. I signed the organ donation card. If possible... I'll like my organs be put to good use. Those that can be transplant to others... please do so. If not, please use it for test. One exception: I will like to keep my eyes. I want to look pretty with open 'window' coffin. Dont want ppl to have nightmare when they see me w/o the eyes... seriously. I still have my manners. 

Sigh, This may seems like a pretty down blog BUT trust me... poor as I am now. I cant afford a lawyer. Blog will is the next best thing for me. At least someone who read it will be able to print it out for me and pass on to my family. Well, At least i know 2 ppl who had link me to their blog too.. So Coseng n Doreen, If anything happen... This job falls onto you.  

We all have people we loved that left us unexpectedly. Life is short, cruel at times and extremely unexpected. We should treasure it and love it and live it like the very last. My 26 years have also met with a few losses. 

I was 9 or 10 when I lost my youngest brother at 18 month old. He brought life and change our life after his departure. When I was 14/15, I lost my maternal grandfather. When I was 17 or so... I lost my paternal grandfather. I was 25 when I lost my uncle in Nov 2007  and I lost the Granny whom I always regret not spending enough time with in Dec 2007 and till this very day... I still regret that.. My wishes of her seeing me graduate and get married was all marred. I miss her very much . I miss everyone very much. 

Darn... I think im seriously emo today. I shall stop here. BUT once again.... If seriously anything happen to me between my next will (perhaps when I start working with some $$, I'll go look for a pro) This will have to work for it till then. 

IN-case you think im sounded seriously suicided. IM NOT... Im just plain emotional. Im a girl... Issit wrong for me to be emo n cry... nothing's wrong with that.. So let me get on with my life and sniff... Time to go back to my site analysis..... 

I never realize that writing a will take so much of my emotional energy. wow.... I cant do this often... confirm will dry up inside and outside. 

To all,